So last weekend I had only the most amazing event ever called the Carolina Games Summit of 2013. I was personally the tournament director for Dance Central 3 and it was only amazing and spectacular. Haha, so much good fun!

However, it has led me to a rather tragic and utterly painful result now that it has been a week after. I spent probably a good bit of my non-existent spending money on preparations for the event and left myself somewhat broke this past week. With that being said... I ran out of medicine for my legs and neuropathy. That's not good... I didn't realize how bad the pain would be without any of my medicine available. It's quite the ordeal and is affecting my work quite a bit. I've also been openly complaining about it as it affects my home life too. With that being said, I just had my step-father pull me to the side and tell me that everyone is worried senseless about me and that even though I'm doing everything in my power to get myself from under the debt I slipped underneath, my medicine should always come first.

Which I cannot argue the fact that he is right but I also did not expect this much "withdrawal" from the medicine I was taking either. I thought I would be okay to just grin and bear with it for a while until I could afford it again. But NOPE! I nearly was crying at work due to the pain and I had to be sent home early. :( It took me a while to get home and finally somewhat rested. Once the pain was finally tolerable again I passed out. The night before I could not sleep due to the pain ebbing back and forth but my exhaustion caught up with me today apparently. The pain wasn't gone but it didn't outweigh how tired I apparently was.

No matter how you look at it, that isn't good and I can't blame anyone else but myself for this mishap. I just feel shitty for making everyone worry so much about me. I should be able to take care of myself at 25 and it seems like I just keep falling backwards. It's rather depressing. :(