Depression
13 years ago
General
I walk into the room that has invited me, nothing is said, no one takes notice. I sit in down slowly at the table set for five. I sit alone. Do people know I'm there? I look around the room and see the groups of people talking, hear their laughter. My heart beats for a moment as someone walks over, but sinks as they grab the extra chairs and walk away making more room at their table. Again i am alone at the table built for five. Am i that unnoticed? The night progresses, more people file inside the room. Each of them going to other tables, friends awaiting them with open arms and laughter. I look up to see someone i know with a smile waving, my heart beats again and i lift my hand to wave, once again my heart sinks as they walk to another table. I drop my head as my heart tightens in my chest. I get up to scream in anger. Nothing comes out. Once again i try to scream...Nothing. My head drops again. I look at my hands see they are slowly becoming transparent. I sigh tears slowly rolling down my face. Was I ever noticed? Was i ever heard? Was i ever cared about? Was this all just to show me how much i'm not important? I watch my hands as they disappear. I look to the ceiling with tear filled eyes, giving a sorrow filled laugh as i fade away...but it has gone unnoticed and unheard.
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