whoho? it's almost my birthday , but should i be happy for it?

it is kinda weird for me, i am becomming 21 but idk if i should be happy or not
people expect that i would eb more adult, and such ok, i still am a child in a way inside and all but on the outside i am as adult as i'll ever be
i just don't really know what to think, for me it will be a normal day but yea xD

also plz don't start with now you can drink alcohol kind of comments, here you can drink beer from 16 and more strong drinks (like for example vodka as that is the only english alcoholic name i know) from 18 so your comment would be invalid, not that i drink, i did it once and i'll do it never again so plz save me that shiz

over all i don't expect a lot, i don't expect any arts or gifts (no gits till teh week after here because of my family can't even come till then for the dinner ill be making) so yea, what should i do ^^;

well one thing i am going to do is go to a market/chopping center then , just to be out for a while and have a nice dinner by my choice, but well yea for the rest ^^;

idk why i am still typing sorry if you read all thi, it is probably a disappointment ^^; xD
but thanks if you did :p