As I Say Goodbye to Ruby's Arms
17 years ago
I'm really not dealing well with this break up. It has taken a real toll on me and has become a constant dull throbbing pain in my heart and my mind. Even my muscles have come to ache, perhaps it is the emotional pain manifesting itself physically.
I'm tired of pretending to be happy. I'm tired of pretending that everything is alright.
The only good thing to come of this is that I'm working on a commission that has been pending for a long assed time, for a dear friend. I'm lucky he's been so patient. But I feel alright about how his badge is coming along.
I'm tired of pretending to be happy. I'm tired of pretending that everything is alright.
The only good thing to come of this is that I'm working on a commission that has been pending for a long assed time, for a dear friend. I'm lucky he's been so patient. But I feel alright about how his badge is coming along.
Regardless, I hope things are okay..
My relationship with Cody was an amazing one. Come December, it would have been five years. His parents moved the family to British Columbia, across the country from me. Which was hard. He finally decided that he couldn't do the distance any longer.
He's a loving, wonderful guy and I was so lucky to have had him in my life.
I definitely know, though. I've been dating the same person for 1.5 years, and we've met once.. It really makes a relationship tough, and every part strained.
I'm really sorry.. I don't know what else to say besides that You have every reason to express your sadness if you need.. I know you've lost a lot. I really hope things become better for you..
I'm sorry to hear that you haven't been feeling alright. It's to be expected, after what happened... I just want you to know that I never expect you to pretend to be happy when you're not. *hugs*
As far as the badge, I'm still just fine being patient. Feel free to take your time, don't feel you owe it to me to finish quickly. I can't wait to see how it turns out in the end!
I wish you the best of luck in the next while. It may be a few days before I can get online again.