okay so.. I've been feeling really depressed lately.. :( As you all know I've been on and off for a while because of things going on at home.. Well a few days ago I check all my messages just as i always do, and at aout the fourteenth, a friend tells me that their friend they know in real life (who is also MY friend AND my ex girlfriend) died. v.v I told him "you've got to be kidding me" and he was serious.. :( I asked how it happened, and he said "struck her artery." I just seriously can't believe this, but I also doubt he'd be lying about it... I cannot sleep, I can't drink, I'm just... I just don't know what to do. :( More than anything, I wish it was a lie...