I made a mistake. Like, a REALLY bad mistake. Something that would probably disgust and offend most of you. I apologize and sought forgiveness for what I did today, after I was made aware of what I did was wrong. They forgave me, and I'll probably continue to seek forgiveness, so I guess you could say I'm handling it the way I should. But that doesn't change the fact that I made the mistake in the first place.

That's one of the shittiest things about depression. When you make a new mistake, it tends to remind you of all your other mistakes, and it all just kind of snowballs from there.

I know of a couple of people on FA who like Seether. I prefer some good ol' fashioned Disturbed, myself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WmeOmCyG7PY