Just to let you guys know, I'm going away for a while, from messenger, FA, etc. I've just hit another rough spot in my life again, and I don't know how I'm gonna really deal with it for now. For the last few weeks/couple of months or so, I've been having bad anxiety and depression build up and build up until recently, I make myself sick just thinking about getting up in the morning. Things are hard with working, with money, with friends, and with family. My parents are going to try to console me by helping me with medication and therapy for a little while.

But, for now, I want to apologize to anyone that I've been overbearing or too much to handle, or even a bit dramatic. I know that I've been troubling for some of you guys, including my good friend Sov, so...I just want to say sorry for being over the top. I just feel like I'm losing grip with my furry friends more and more, that I'm desperate to make things work or to always stay in touch to the point that it's hard for us to handle.

Right now, I'm fairly burnt out emotionally, and my nerves have taken a beating like I've never been through before. I've lost track of myself, honestly. I don't feel like getting an education, I don't feel like seeking a future, and, more and more, I don't feel like living. I'm just so lost, lonely, and unloved, I just want to quit it all.

For those of you that took the time to read all this, I really appreciate it; it means a lot to me that someone, even after all the hurt I've caused on here, still cares.