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12 years ago
As some of you may know, I have some social anxiety issues I'm working on which paired with my Tachyphemia make communication with others difficult for me. So inspired by Zee-Zee's recent journal (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4367574/) I've decided to create this journal where furs can ask me about my RL self.
Since Tachyphemia affects written as well as verbal communication it should be a useful exercise for me to get used to talking about myself without having to worry about face-to-face interaction (which I'm also working on).
So if you have any questions about the human behind the kitten, this is the place to ask! Just bear in mind that I'm incredibly boring when I'm not being a fuzzy baby kitty...
Since Tachyphemia affects written as well as verbal communication it should be a useful exercise for me to get used to talking about myself without having to worry about face-to-face interaction (which I'm also working on).
So if you have any questions about the human behind the kitten, this is the place to ask! Just bear in mind that I'm incredibly boring when I'm not being a fuzzy baby kitty...
Have you still got a beard in real life?
My question is, as I like to ask all fellow baby / kid / and diaperfurs, is what do you think triggered your interest in diapers and/or being cubby? Do you recall a particular moment when, in your soul, you knew that was who you were and that it would be a part of you forever-and-evers?
Along the same lines, if you've purchased diapers, do you recall the first time you did it? If so, what was the experience like?
Did you ever buy diapers? If so, when was your first time and how did it feel to do so? Were they adult or baby?
The first time I was able to do it was when I was 22 and I walked over a mile to a store and picked up a pack of generic, size 3, baby diapers. I felt so nervous with my bag in tow back to my apartment. However, it was so fun to feel what a diaper felt like again. :)
I think the first time is when I was a teenager and stole one belonging to a baby niece. Later I purchased a pack maybe 6 or 7 years ago and IIRC I still have a few, but as I said, I use them pretty infrequently...
What aspect of being a babyfur do you find the most relaxing? Is there particular times you most feel your mind wanting to be Kaffre instead of you? How do you feel Kaffre helps you be a better person IRL?
I guess Kaffre's greatest virtue is that he keeps me from becoming completely divorced from other people as attested to by the multitude of cuddly babyfur buddies I've acquired here on FA! *hugs*
We really don't do anything special for the holidays except maybe drive out to my maternal grandmothers so my Mother can celebrate with her brothers, sisters, and parents!
Which isn't to say we don't have a good time, but apart from seeing everyone we don't actually do anything that different...
How did you come to arrive at being a kitten, as opposed to a puppy, a mouse, a seal, or some other sort of animal?