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So, things going on with me (seriously, nothing very bad)
12 years ago
So, I realized recently, a few things.
1. I owe people art and i am sorry about that, i will try to work on them soon so i can feel better about owing others :/
2. I feel that at times, i am overly.... temperamental is the word i'll use, and i am sorry to all of those that deal with my crap. It is not for you to need to deal with.
3. Sadly, and due to no one else but me, I do have problems due to my combination of anxiety and depression (or as my mate says, SUPER depression X3) so i can become sad and what not at times.
4. I am having some school troubles right now, and they are becoming stressful for me, again not due to anyone other than myself.
5. I am getting better at drawing, so i hope the raffle prizes i owe are better this time.
so, that is alot of things, sadly those are the problems and to me seem like excuses of many things more than anything. now then, onto the good parts of life ^_^
1. I have a great girl at my side, someone who helps me get through these things. She really does make me happy and i must say, i love being with her.
2. My mistress, though i understand she's been busy as of late, has helped me since my break up last year in June, she kept me going, and i just, don't know if i could ever repay her for all her kindness.
3. I have lots of friends, though i know some who claim to be my friend that i dislike, that are, well, great people. How they could deal with me being, well, a weird ass giant ginger is beyond me XD Though, i am grateful to have so many friends, both irl and online
4. I have improved on my skills in many areas, be it drawing or rp, being less "evil" i suppose is one, being more caring even, I have gotten better. I don't know why exactly, i just feel like i have
5. Well, this is getting long as hell isn't it? but anyway, I am not sick luckily and am doing well physically, emotions are another story though
6. I have been having fun with people, more people are talking to me, and it makes me feel better to know they are, thank you all for that ^^
alright, imma leave you all with one last thing. "the game" that is all XD
1. I owe people art and i am sorry about that, i will try to work on them soon so i can feel better about owing others :/
2. I feel that at times, i am overly.... temperamental is the word i'll use, and i am sorry to all of those that deal with my crap. It is not for you to need to deal with.
3. Sadly, and due to no one else but me, I do have problems due to my combination of anxiety and depression (or as my mate says, SUPER depression X3) so i can become sad and what not at times.
4. I am having some school troubles right now, and they are becoming stressful for me, again not due to anyone other than myself.
5. I am getting better at drawing, so i hope the raffle prizes i owe are better this time.
so, that is alot of things, sadly those are the problems and to me seem like excuses of many things more than anything. now then, onto the good parts of life ^_^
1. I have a great girl at my side, someone who helps me get through these things. She really does make me happy and i must say, i love being with her.
2. My mistress, though i understand she's been busy as of late, has helped me since my break up last year in June, she kept me going, and i just, don't know if i could ever repay her for all her kindness.
3. I have lots of friends, though i know some who claim to be my friend that i dislike, that are, well, great people. How they could deal with me being, well, a weird ass giant ginger is beyond me XD Though, i am grateful to have so many friends, both irl and online
4. I have improved on my skills in many areas, be it drawing or rp, being less "evil" i suppose is one, being more caring even, I have gotten better. I don't know why exactly, i just feel like i have
5. Well, this is getting long as hell isn't it? but anyway, I am not sick luckily and am doing well physically, emotions are another story though
6. I have been having fun with people, more people are talking to me, and it makes me feel better to know they are, thank you all for that ^^
alright, imma leave you all with one last thing. "the game" that is all XD
valhallastarfire
~valhallastarfire
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KeiKeiIzune
~keikeiizune
its good to hear malix and im glad i met you at school :)
Malix_war
~malixwar
OP
hm? i'm sorry, i be confused
