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Sluts & Whores & and a Random Rant..........*sigh*
13 years ago
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Alright. I've grown annoyed.
Sluts and whores are being removed from my watch. If you have your fursona fucking everyone with enough money, I am taking you down.
I just...oi....no.
All porn artists are being removed too. Good artist or not, I don't want to see it anymore. I don't know what I was thinking is adding them. Some of these people, I have come to know and like but, I don't want to see it anymore. If you want to stay, convince me. Otherwise, bye to all of them.
I think that's it.
I've just been so out of it lately and so upset, angry, sad, and stuck in solitude that my tolerance level has severely dropped, even with myself.
I'm just the odd one out now aren't I? Just young and crazy and stupid. I'm 20 years old and what the fuck have I made of it. I go to an art school to make something of it. "Congrats!" is what I get. Yeah...this is after I failed a community college so many fucking times in a row that they threw my ass out because I was too fucking lazy to do the fucking work.
I lost my fiance last year. Yes, she died....to me. No not literally. I'm not gonna spread that lie anymore. The bitch cheated on me with some big, hairy, fat guy who buys her lots of food. Fuck her! Fuck her family! Fuck her new fuck buddy! FUCK EVERYTHING!!!
I'm bitching about random shit. I'm already at it. Might as well get it all out.
I'm going to a crazy expensive school and I have no fucking clue what I am going to do about finding a scholarship to help pay back the student loans because I did piss-poor in high school (again, due to my lazy tendencies) and made it through by the skin of my teeth. Nearly every friend I have every made in my entire pathetic life, is gone within' two years. I am thankful for the few that are still around. I have 2 furry friends. Ootek and Indra. I have never met them in my life. I have only known them for 7 years. Anyone on here who says they are my friend, I am sorry. You are only an acquaintance. I would LOVE to get to know you better but, as of current, I hardly know ANY of you. Hell if you'd care to get to know me anyways. You probably only watched me because I watched you, or you liked my crappy art, or for some other reason that I know longer understand because I feel like I have having such an emotional fucking escapade that I am getting the worst migraine of my life and shaking.
Honestly, I have no clue why I started this journal. It was never supposed to be a rant about me and others. It was supposed to be a calm, sweet message to everyone who is there for me when I need them and that I really appreciate the people who care to read these because they genuinely care about how I feel. That's...maybe 3 people...Thank you! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!! I don't know you but I appreciate the kind-hearted furries you are.
Someone, tell me why. Why am I like this? I was happy, then I got pissed off and started all this ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ and now I just want to cry. If you read that and it popped into your head that I am a loser for saying that, fuck you, you're probably right. I am a loser. I am fit because I want to impress others, not myself. I hardly admit to my own interests because I am too shy to face what others would think of me. I came on to FA and immediately began following the popular furries in search of acceptance. Wanna know the only bit of individuality I have left? My hair! My long, dirty blonde, parted-down-the-middle hair. No matter what anyone says, I will not cut it because that is what most girls find attractive. If you can't find me attractive because of my hair, you are a horrible person. I like to cuddle. I like small kisses. When it comes to sex (as fun as it is to go wild and crazy), I like it slow and sweet and I don't usually want to jump into it. I like to watch Disney movies. They are amazing. I am incredibly dominant but I act like a love-struck puppy when it comes to the girl I love, and I really have little faith that I can find a girl who accepts me this way 100%. I highly doubt it will ever happen.
I am Nyle Ferou. A white wolf with black-rimmed ears, a black mark across my muzzle, and an S shape on both sides of my body. I am incredibly shy but love to meet new people. With females, I get REALLY shy. Quiet, looking away, blushing, the whole nine yards. I can be crazy sometimes and a bit wild but that is just another side of me. I love strong and I love to last.
My headache is calming down and I am going to try to get some sleep.
I am me...You don't like that....please leave....Good night.
Sluts and whores are being removed from my watch. If you have your fursona fucking everyone with enough money, I am taking you down.
I just...oi....no.
All porn artists are being removed too. Good artist or not, I don't want to see it anymore. I don't know what I was thinking is adding them. Some of these people, I have come to know and like but, I don't want to see it anymore. If you want to stay, convince me. Otherwise, bye to all of them.
I think that's it.
I've just been so out of it lately and so upset, angry, sad, and stuck in solitude that my tolerance level has severely dropped, even with myself.
I'm just the odd one out now aren't I? Just young and crazy and stupid. I'm 20 years old and what the fuck have I made of it. I go to an art school to make something of it. "Congrats!" is what I get. Yeah...this is after I failed a community college so many fucking times in a row that they threw my ass out because I was too fucking lazy to do the fucking work.
I lost my fiance last year. Yes, she died....to me. No not literally. I'm not gonna spread that lie anymore. The bitch cheated on me with some big, hairy, fat guy who buys her lots of food. Fuck her! Fuck her family! Fuck her new fuck buddy! FUCK EVERYTHING!!!
I'm bitching about random shit. I'm already at it. Might as well get it all out.
I'm going to a crazy expensive school and I have no fucking clue what I am going to do about finding a scholarship to help pay back the student loans because I did piss-poor in high school (again, due to my lazy tendencies) and made it through by the skin of my teeth. Nearly every friend I have every made in my entire pathetic life, is gone within' two years. I am thankful for the few that are still around. I have 2 furry friends. Ootek and Indra. I have never met them in my life. I have only known them for 7 years. Anyone on here who says they are my friend, I am sorry. You are only an acquaintance. I would LOVE to get to know you better but, as of current, I hardly know ANY of you. Hell if you'd care to get to know me anyways. You probably only watched me because I watched you, or you liked my crappy art, or for some other reason that I know longer understand because I feel like I have having such an emotional fucking escapade that I am getting the worst migraine of my life and shaking.
Honestly, I have no clue why I started this journal. It was never supposed to be a rant about me and others. It was supposed to be a calm, sweet message to everyone who is there for me when I need them and that I really appreciate the people who care to read these because they genuinely care about how I feel. That's...maybe 3 people...Thank you! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!! I don't know you but I appreciate the kind-hearted furries you are.
Someone, tell me why. Why am I like this? I was happy, then I got pissed off and started all this ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ and now I just want to cry. If you read that and it popped into your head that I am a loser for saying that, fuck you, you're probably right. I am a loser. I am fit because I want to impress others, not myself. I hardly admit to my own interests because I am too shy to face what others would think of me. I came on to FA and immediately began following the popular furries in search of acceptance. Wanna know the only bit of individuality I have left? My hair! My long, dirty blonde, parted-down-the-middle hair. No matter what anyone says, I will not cut it because that is what most girls find attractive. If you can't find me attractive because of my hair, you are a horrible person. I like to cuddle. I like small kisses. When it comes to sex (as fun as it is to go wild and crazy), I like it slow and sweet and I don't usually want to jump into it. I like to watch Disney movies. They are amazing. I am incredibly dominant but I act like a love-struck puppy when it comes to the girl I love, and I really have little faith that I can find a girl who accepts me this way 100%. I highly doubt it will ever happen.
I am Nyle Ferou. A white wolf with black-rimmed ears, a black mark across my muzzle, and an S shape on both sides of my body. I am incredibly shy but love to meet new people. With females, I get REALLY shy. Quiet, looking away, blushing, the whole nine yards. I can be crazy sometimes and a bit wild but that is just another side of me. I love strong and I love to last.
My headache is calming down and I am going to try to get some sleep.
I am me...You don't like that....please leave....Good night.
If you ever want to talk, just note me.
I'll try to keep quite if we ever talk. I don't want to sound annoying. ^^;
I don't like to see extra yiffy/porny piccies either, I prefer seeing soft and cuddly.
Sorry to hear that you had the mean woman. But it's good you're not with her anymore. It hurts for a while, but now you can't get hurt more and after you're ready yourself, you're moving on and getting a new, better relationship with someone. She don't know what she just missed in you.
You've just had rough times it seems, and you're a bit pissed and annoyed with everything on the moment. It'll go off in time, and being pissed for too long is not good for your health either. And rating is one way to get things out, and making you feel better after a while.
And usually, not all the popular ones are nice peoples to talk with... i have 2 commissions i've never got yet from one who's popular, and i took a spot for them around 2 years ago already... ^^' And after i asked about them politely, all i got was snappy answer... -__-'
Disney movies, also pixar and dreamworks are good. My faves are the road to eldoado, lilo&stitch, sinbad... etc etc. so many that i won't even say them here. xD
There's always someone for everyone, remember that. It'll take time until you'll find yours. It took me 25 years to find mine.
Have a little more patience and don't think that you're a loser, because you're not. You're born to be a winner. Because you've already won the race for life in the beginning. ^^
xD