Woke up to a huge ruckus this morning along with some serious bad news, but I'm gonna try to stay positive since it's my birthday today. It's gonna be hard though. Just hope my brother feels better when he comes back from the doctor.

He coughed up blood this morning and now he gonna go to the hospital despite not having any health insurance.

I have to be more careful with my wishes, I forgot how they can eventually come true and how twisted they can become. My brother finally understands why I hate it when him and the rest of the family smoke, how dangerous it is for me, and what I go through every time they do smoke.

He finally sees it from my point of view, and it looks like it cost him his health.

Makes me wish I had a job or some kind of stable income so I could help pay his incoming medical bill.

Beside that, I gotten a awesome birthday present though that made me smile.  Khanken was kind enough to get me sai painter. Gonna thank him by painting his character to the best I can. I have to get practice with sai again though, as it seems I have forgotten how to use it since I lasted used the 30 day trial version sometime earlier last year.