I know.......I shouldnt be complaining........ Sometimes I think my life was easier up to 2 years ago.I wasnt open AT ALL with sexuality stuff,no mate,and always tried to stay busy with video games,martial arts,drawing writing,and anything else to keep my mind off of my lonelyness.I was still hurting inside BIG TIME,but it was locked away deep inside where it only creeped to the surface rarely.But now.......just my draggy sleeping most of every day away,and gone on every other weekend,plus we rarely talk with our voices,and BARELY ever cam(even casualy)....... So all i get most of the time is a screen full of words.The words are meaningful,but only satiates the hunger so much,then it engulfs my heart and squeezes till I just want to sleep as long as i can and shut everything out.....
Sorry about the vent or rant,or whatever is the proper word for that..... im not one to advertise my pain,me being the hardest person on myself......but after all the times trying to always cheer others up and help as much as I can,I think I need some support,or Im going to crumble at my draggy's feet.And unless I say something he wont be able to tell because i never want to ruin his fun and/or bring him down.....
I dont know,if somebody happends to read this,you dont have to comment or anything,just sort of getting off my chest and after seeinf so many other do it,I hope it helps......you,me,whoever.

Anyways,um,Have a good day or night and see you later.Well,read you later more like....