The fun just keeps getting better and better for class 1314's Reservists. (Sometimes I don't know why I write these, no one bothers to look down the nasty dirt road out in the boonies that leads to my userpage. But it's good to vent a little). Big Navy brought us up high on the motivation tower and shoved us off, so now we're in free-fall and its the worst part. Technically we have no orders! Its as of we don't even exist in the eyes of this command. (NATTC). The most anxiety-inducing part is the lack of knowledge we have on the subject. Even a little information would make things so much easier. I wouldn't feel so frustrated if my situation at home was different. I am so blessed to have a wonderful family, home, and to have a job I thoroughly enjoy. I am blessed with a great group of Shipmates here and the opportunity to serve my Country in uniform. I know MANY people have it so much worse. I do miss home a lot. My job, my family, and the fact that I love where I live are the reasons I went Reserve. I did not join to spin my wheels (although I'm spinning them in a great location!) doing NOTHING on active duty. On the other side, I have been unfaithful and forgetful lately regarding my faith in The Lord. I know that God opens doors at just the right time, and His plans work perfectly for us. But we have to do our part to make it work. Sooner or later we'll class up and be on our way.