So as many of you know my boyfriend joined the Army Reserves a few months ago. Over the weekend we had a goodbye party for him on Saturday where some of his family came over and we had some drinks (yes I drank xD). Rick (Dylan's dad) wanted to have Dylan hurl by the end of the night since it was his first time drinking a lot, because he turns 21 while he's gonna be gone so he wanted him to know how much he can drink before he can't handle it anymore so it doesn't happen while he's at the base, because those guys will fuck with you xD anyway he got pretty drunk, he likes to lick a lot when he's drunk xDDD and I had to hold him up quite a bit cause I didn't want him to fall, but he still ended up doing when I wasn't holding him. Anyway he didn't end up vomiting but he got pretty close. I just had a Mike's hard cranberry lemonade and the last bit of his rum&coke (pepsi) so he won't drink it xD so I was ok. Anyway after he fell and hit his head on a stool I took him to bed to sleep it off at around 10:30 or something idk, I wasn't watching the clock.

I kind wish he hadn't drunk so much because we couldn't really snuggle all of his last day because his stomach hurt, but he was having fun and I'll have plenty of time over the rest of our lives so I was able to not be upset about that which I'm happy for, I didn't want to spend our last day together upset. It was really hard not to bawl my eyes out every time he touched me, cause I knew that I wouldn't feel it again for so long. I didn't want his last image of me to be crying so I tried to smile a lot, it's not that hard when he's there, but I didn't want to cry.

My parents were being assholes as usual with our relationship and wanted me to be home at 11am on Sunday, pff like that was going to happen, I came back for like an hour so we could pick up my grandpa, because since my dad had surgery on his foot he can't help my mom get him into the car and my car is easiest to get him into. They were upset I wanted to go back. e.O what?! yeah and then my mom said to stop giving her lip when I was asking what time I needed to be back to take my grandpa home, which I wasn't, I bet she felt like a bitch when she was talking to me like that and she found out that it was his last day for 7 months, mhm, kinda felt good a little, but still. Also I can't believe that my parents don't talk to each other. I tell my dad important things and he never tells them to my mom, I have to tell her separately which is hard because she's gone at work all day and I'm gone on the weekends. Pff. Their marriage is weird, I don't get it, but whatever, not my problem. And then my dad kept getting pissed at me when I told him I wasn't going to be home by 6 or 9 like he wanted :/ really? He truly expects me to willingly come home to this crap instead of spending the last few hours I have with my love? I would think that they would know by now that they can't restrict me when it comes to Dylan, I always stay later, because their curfews are ridiculous. Some of my friends think they are treating me like this because they are afraid that I will move out soon and they will be left with my sisters. HA!! Yeah! I would be too! Dylan says I should set them up with a boyfriend so they'll get off MY back when it comes to Dylan, because I found a good man and he loves me and will stay with me forever, he's said that since the beginning and he means it, even more now than before, which is how it should be. Just meh. They are still trying to parent me when they should be advising me, not directing me but guiding me and teaching me; they will never listen to me, they are good with kids, but not adults.

Anyway I left his house at 1am and he slept until 4 and had to be at his recruiter's office by 5 so he could get a ride to the airport. He got on his first plane flight at 7:30 this morning and landed safely in Texas by 11 and arrived at Georgia by 4 and waited for the bus and got on an hour later, he hated the flight xDD Now he's on his long bus ride to South Carolina. He's been texting me his travel updates through the day, but when he gets to the base he can't keep his phone. He's gonna mail me when he can so we can write to each other for the first 10 weeks. I had my friend take some nice photos of me so I could get them printed for him to take with him http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10061408/ I had 2 wallets and one 5x7 that I framed, but he couldn't take the framed one with him. He really likes them, he was upset that I had a nice photos this whole time that I just now gave him lol, but I just had them printed that day.

I thought it was really weird that I didn't cry after I left or today at all, it might hit me later this week, but I think I blocked that part because I know I still have to live on while he's gone and I know every thing's gonna be ok, that we're going to be ok, I know we will be. Love is a strong motivator and I won't let it slow me down just cause we are apart. I'm going to better myself while he's doing the same. I wanted to take a summer semester, but all the classes offered I've already taken or don't need, they aren't offering anything that would further my degree units/classes, just be a waste of money and time, so I'm going to get a job over summer instead. and of course do commissions. Speaking of, I will be selling $6 and $2 adopts these next couple months to raise funds for a plane ticket to go visit him, just saying, you'll be seeing a lot of cuties for sale soon.

I don't really know who this journal is for since no one reads them. I guess it's for me lol. It helps me sort things out I guess. I'll be keeping updates later for those who care to follow. It's homework time now.