wow please kill me
12 years ago
it's only day 1 and I just
fuck, let me pay someone to run me over, please
or give me a lobotomy or w/e so I don't remember anything and I can't think anymore
sorry for being gross and sad, but
I just
don't want to be here anymore.
ALL OF THE HUGS
*huggles*
I feel so, so alone and it's terrifying. I know I'm not, but I just feel... Stuck.
My whole life is basically fell apart within a few days.
The thing is, what's going on right now completely ruined my future plans, and now I don't know what to do. My family is breaking up even more than they already were, I just got dumped, I had my whole future stupidly planned around all of these things, and they all crashed down within two days. Now, I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I'm confused, empty, and just feeling... Lifeless. I'm supposed to be moving within the month. I'm also supposed to be watching my mom so she doesn't commit suicide. It's just... Too much sometimes.
That's the important part.
-rex