Well if you have followed some of the silly things I've been saying in my journals you wil know I had trouble with stones in my gallblader. so I just came back from emergency surgery. and well everyday above ground is GOOD day.

I had to have the thing removed but my liver was sort of egoulfing the blader so it was rather difficult. happily I am feeling great today and I am very very thankfull to be here still for the doc told me thet I arrived with a very serious isssue, I feel very nice compared to the first hours after the surgery, wich I can barly recal and don't want to really.

today when the surgeon came to visit and told me I wss good to go. he let us know of a lady who came earlier in the morning with the same problem but way worse, later in the day he told us that that same lady did not have a solution any more and had her days counted. So I hope she can find a liver. I seriously do. that just made me realizedl how lucky I am, and the way my family helpmed me brings me to tears. I shall no longer bitch about them ever again, no one is perfect I know I am anything but perfect we all share the same path in a different way. thats all


Sadly my stydio is upstairs and I can't use those for a while. so my output in work is gouing to be slow. :(


thank you lord