So, life lately has been feeling good. A couple things have arisen to try and bring me down, however, but I'm getting by.

The first is an issue revolving around a couple old bandmates :\. The singer left his drum kit at my house for a long time, and the drummer, during Christmas, replaced the heads he on it with his own he bought with a Guitar Center gift card he got for Christmas. He originally was ok with us having them, but his mom denied that, and he wanted them back for that reason. I was stupid enough to allow him to use the kit at his new guitarist's house, for my old kit back, and when I told the singer this, he got mad at me, but was even worse with the drummer o.=.o. We did make an agreement in the end - that they get a new kit, and we'd take the singer's kit back, paying $50 for the heads (they costed that much). The singer said he would leave his kit at my house if I gave him my kit, but he claims that because he was never informed about any trade until after it was done, he doesn't have to pay a penny for the heads. That left the burden on me ._., and at first I felt like there was a problem with it. I felt like I was kinda being abused over me making the mistake, and I wanted him to at least pay $10 or whatever, but I kinda realized that because he was left out of the trade, and because it was my fault for making it in the first place >.=.<, that I should pay for it. Oh well :\.

Also, I was laying in bed today, and I felt like a few friends of mine were shying away from me recently because they didn't really like me anymore ._.. I talked to a couple of them, and it turns out they're just going through a hard time, so it made me remember that people sometimes do these kinds of things because of what's happening to them, not because they hold anything against me. I feel better now, but I'm still kinda bummed, only because it's a boring day, really .w..

On the bright side, I've been getting more hours, so I'm getting more money c:, and hopefully the garden outlet opens in the beginning of April so I can work in the warm weather ^.=.^. I've been trying to get back in the swing of things, mainly with my music and friends, but I've been caught up in school and taking on more responsibility as a young adult .w.. I'm just trying my hardest to make sure I'm active in college (which requires learning some traits now and stuffs), and I'm trying to make sure I'm not a lazy butt at home X3. I was today with my aunt wanting me to shovel her driveway :\, but that was because I didn't get a good's night rest, so I wanted to stay in bed to get rested. My dad also talked to a corporation at a meeting today about selling his business, since it's been failing the last few years :c, and since they're highly interested in it - it being a food distribution business to restaurants and stores since the 20's - they're gonna buy it :D. He'll be out of work for a few weeks, because of the filing and stuff, but after that's done, he'll be an employee for them :3.

Anyways, I will try to do some work soon. I'm not certain if this month will be a good time, but I'm hoping when the warmer weather comes in April, I'll be back on my two feet (not four, because I don't have feet when I'm a feral XP), and I'll write some more things. I haven't written anything in a while, too ;w;.

Also, I've been focusing more on Yinyue too, and what he means to me. So far, I feel like he's not me, but is a part of me. Maybe I just don't sense him well enough, or maybe he's not completely present in my spirit, but he makes a significant impact on my beliefs, politics, practices, etc. I just haven't thought about it that much before .w., but it's coming, I tell ya~ X3.