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8/25/08
17 years ago
Guys, today was my official last day of summer. Tomorrow is working at CVS, then on Wednesday is the first day of my senior year.
And next week is my birthday, on the 5th. ~sighs~ I don't want to be 18 yet...I had a fucking lousy childhood, and I never accomplished my childhood dream: To go to the zoo.
I never went to the zoo...sad isn't it. I always kept asking my mom to take me, but she's like, "I'll take you there someday." But she never will.
The Voc. Program would've put a field trip to go there, but it's expensive for each person...
I even hated my teenagehood. I never gotten a date. I regretted my first kiss. My step-dad kept torturing me. I never gotten a sweet 16 party...actually, I haven't had a birthday party ever since 3rd grade. It's sad...Maybe next week during work, I'll have a party...I don't know.
I hate my life...I don't ever want to turn into a strict unworthy adult. I want to be Peter Pan. 8D...but still be a girl.
And next week is my birthday, on the 5th. ~sighs~ I don't want to be 18 yet...I had a fucking lousy childhood, and I never accomplished my childhood dream: To go to the zoo.
I never went to the zoo...sad isn't it. I always kept asking my mom to take me, but she's like, "I'll take you there someday." But she never will.
The Voc. Program would've put a field trip to go there, but it's expensive for each person...
I even hated my teenagehood. I never gotten a date. I regretted my first kiss. My step-dad kept torturing me. I never gotten a sweet 16 party...actually, I haven't had a birthday party ever since 3rd grade. It's sad...Maybe next week during work, I'll have a party...I don't know.
I hate my life...I don't ever want to turn into a strict unworthy adult. I want to be Peter Pan. 8D...but still be a girl.
