Birthday APPRECIATIOOONNNN
13 years ago
General
HUGE BIRTHDAY THANK-YOU FOR EVERYONE, COMING UP
My party was one crazy event, but I'd certainly call it a successful one!
The fact that so many people made an effort to show up, no matter how short or long of a time they stayed, really just... means more to me than I can possibly say.
I know I say this in bits and pieces all the time, in person/via text, but...
I really, really appreciate you guys.
Rykenaaelgrin
Slacov
Hunter0167
Zeekweasel, Hex and Gunner and everyone else-- JUST WOW.
You guys welcomed me right into the fandom from my first encounter; those first 3 crazy nights of furry-immersion were unlike any other, and there's no question that my first CPFM will be with me always!
Since then, Zack and Ryken have been there for me in the fur group even when no-one else was, and I literally just... don't think it's possible for me to surmise in words just how meaningful that is to me. Even though we're still only recent friends, the fact that you've stuck by me (EVEN THOUGH I'M THE MOST OBNOXIOUS, LAZY GIRL-BUTT YOU COULD EVER MEET) is pretty incredible, and I would be more than happy to call you some of my best bros in this crazy fandom. Sincerely, boys-- thank you, from the bottom of my little lemur heart!
I'm sorry I don't always get things done for you promptly (*SOBS*) but TRUST when I say you're both in my thoughts and considerations ALL THE TIME, and I DO prioritize the appreciation-efforts I want to do for you. (IT'S JUST HARD TO TELL I'M PRIORITIZING THINGS, SINCE I NEVER GET //ANYTHING// DONE, RIGHT NOW 8'''D)
Hunter and Zeek, you two are SO DAMN RAD. I can't believe you both made the long drives you did just to chill with me-- WOW, MAN. WOW. Like, holy shit, WAY TO MAKE A GAL FEEL SPECIAL. ;v; You guys definitely know how to brighten someone's day, and I can confidently say that I WOULD NOT HAVE ENJOYED THE AFTERPARTY AS MUCH IF NOT FOR YOU TWO. Hopefully my romping around my sister's pad and bugging you incessantly didn't annoy you too much; BECAUSE MAN, the last thing I want is for either of you to have come all that way just to have a bad time!! The fact that you seemed to have fun is awesome, though!!
Goshdarn, though I really wish I could see ya both more often, because HEAVEN KNOWS I ABSOLUTELY ADORE BEING IN YOUR COMPANY! Fingers crossed that we can get together a bunch more, this year!! !
What better gift could anyone ask for than to have the opportunity to bring the folks you love together to have a good time, man? AAAHHH. <3 I'm still pretty dumbfounded by it all!
My birthday always tends to be a bust and, even through there was still a ton of chaos and drama, I still can't say that any of the down times were bad enough to nullify the sheer collective awe and appreciation I had for it all.
Never before have I felt so... meaningful. IDK, man, it's really hard to explain! Because, while I think I've felt more "special" than I did this weekend, I also don't know if I've felt like I had such an impact on people as I have these past few weeks. Usually I just kind of live my life and enjoy what I like, and don't really realize that I could ever leave enough of an impression on people for them to come together for me like that. That they would drive across STATES just to visit me for a day or two! Like, WOW. SHIT. Usually people want something out of me when they do shit like that, but this was all for me, and I-...
... Well, frankly, I DON'T THINK I DESERVE IT-- but the fact that YOU GUYS apparently think I deserved it is absolutely beyond words.
Oh man, I'm sure I sound like a total goob, but I really could care less!
JUST
I had to get it out that I love you all.
That I appreciate everything-- every presence, every gesture, every gift (I DIDN'T EXPECT GIFTS. I NEVER DO. BUT WOW YOU GUYS; AWESOME ART AND LEMUR PLOOSHES AND ALL KINDS OF COOL; THANK YOUUUUU)-- for even considering coming, even if you couldn't actually make it! And just EVERYTHING.
I DON'T CARE IF I'M TEARING UP WHILE TYPING THIS AT WORK.
IT NEEDS TO BE SAID, BETCHES.
Thank you for sharing your time with me, guys. Sharing a literal slice of your life with me.
Because, honestly, what gift could possibly be more amazing than that?
My party was one crazy event, but I'd certainly call it a successful one!
The fact that so many people made an effort to show up, no matter how short or long of a time they stayed, really just... means more to me than I can possibly say.
I know I say this in bits and pieces all the time, in person/via text, but...
I really, really appreciate you guys.
Rykenaaelgrin
Slacov
Hunter0167
Zeekweasel, Hex and Gunner and everyone else-- JUST WOW.You guys welcomed me right into the fandom from my first encounter; those first 3 crazy nights of furry-immersion were unlike any other, and there's no question that my first CPFM will be with me always!
Since then, Zack and Ryken have been there for me in the fur group even when no-one else was, and I literally just... don't think it's possible for me to surmise in words just how meaningful that is to me. Even though we're still only recent friends, the fact that you've stuck by me (EVEN THOUGH I'M THE MOST OBNOXIOUS, LAZY GIRL-BUTT YOU COULD EVER MEET) is pretty incredible, and I would be more than happy to call you some of my best bros in this crazy fandom. Sincerely, boys-- thank you, from the bottom of my little lemur heart!
I'm sorry I don't always get things done for you promptly (*SOBS*) but TRUST when I say you're both in my thoughts and considerations ALL THE TIME, and I DO prioritize the appreciation-efforts I want to do for you. (IT'S JUST HARD TO TELL I'M PRIORITIZING THINGS, SINCE I NEVER GET //ANYTHING// DONE, RIGHT NOW 8'''D)
Hunter and Zeek, you two are SO DAMN RAD. I can't believe you both made the long drives you did just to chill with me-- WOW, MAN. WOW. Like, holy shit, WAY TO MAKE A GAL FEEL SPECIAL. ;v; You guys definitely know how to brighten someone's day, and I can confidently say that I WOULD NOT HAVE ENJOYED THE AFTERPARTY AS MUCH IF NOT FOR YOU TWO. Hopefully my romping around my sister's pad and bugging you incessantly didn't annoy you too much; BECAUSE MAN, the last thing I want is for either of you to have come all that way just to have a bad time!! The fact that you seemed to have fun is awesome, though!!
Goshdarn, though I really wish I could see ya both more often, because HEAVEN KNOWS I ABSOLUTELY ADORE BEING IN YOUR COMPANY! Fingers crossed that we can get together a bunch more, this year!! !
What better gift could anyone ask for than to have the opportunity to bring the folks you love together to have a good time, man? AAAHHH. <3 I'm still pretty dumbfounded by it all!
My birthday always tends to be a bust and, even through there was still a ton of chaos and drama, I still can't say that any of the down times were bad enough to nullify the sheer collective awe and appreciation I had for it all.
Never before have I felt so... meaningful. IDK, man, it's really hard to explain! Because, while I think I've felt more "special" than I did this weekend, I also don't know if I've felt like I had such an impact on people as I have these past few weeks. Usually I just kind of live my life and enjoy what I like, and don't really realize that I could ever leave enough of an impression on people for them to come together for me like that. That they would drive across STATES just to visit me for a day or two! Like, WOW. SHIT. Usually people want something out of me when they do shit like that, but this was all for me, and I-...
... Well, frankly, I DON'T THINK I DESERVE IT-- but the fact that YOU GUYS apparently think I deserved it is absolutely beyond words.
Oh man, I'm sure I sound like a total goob, but I really could care less!
JUST
I had to get it out that I love you all.
That I appreciate everything-- every presence, every gesture, every gift (I DIDN'T EXPECT GIFTS. I NEVER DO. BUT WOW YOU GUYS; AWESOME ART AND LEMUR PLOOSHES AND ALL KINDS OF COOL; THANK YOUUUUU)-- for even considering coming, even if you couldn't actually make it! And just EVERYTHING.
I DON'T CARE IF I'M TEARING UP WHILE TYPING THIS AT WORK.
IT NEEDS TO BE SAID, BETCHES.
Thank you for sharing your time with me, guys. Sharing a literal slice of your life with me.
Because, honestly, what gift could possibly be more amazing than that?
FA+

Wish I could of made it.
*Hugz*