i dunno why i do what i do. making jewelry. not like i will sell it. i mean would be nice to start making a small income to help out. but can only go so far. i dont have friends. those that do call me a friend are looking to see what they can get from me. if not then lately it just really feels that way. i am not sure what to do anymore. i wanna do something but i dont know what. no one seems to really have any kind of advice. most i get is "quit whining" well i am sorry if i feel depressed sometimes.