It's been a month since I learned about what my gf's been doing behind my back(from other people), and at the very least 2 weeks since she stopped talking. I'm sure it's pretty much over for her by this point, but I still fall asleep by myself at night trembling and unable to even cry, usually.

Tonight I had a small nap before I went to work, and I dreamt of her. I was staying somewhere with my cousin to get away, and she found us and came over to explain everything to me. But no matter how much she told me, I didn't believe her. She delved deeper into her escapades, saying she had 'revelations' when she tried being with people besides me, and still I didn't believe her. By the time I woke up the explanations were still going on.

Now normally I wouldn't talk in such detail about my dreams online, but this particular one bothered me, because I'm trying to move on. Was it just a dream saying I can't trust her again, or is there some deeper meaning behind it? Anybody want to help? :/