To my friends, watching and not, I'd like to apologize for the depressing atmosphere on my page lately. I haven't been myself since 'she' left, but there was no reason for me to be all mopey about it. Life is difficult enough as it is without somebody you know adding onto it.

That being said, I've been getting ready to move for a few days and it's given me time to clear my head and mellow out, and I know I wouldn't have had the courage to apologize like this if I wasn't so damn calm. I'm a chicken wuss, I know. But to all the texts and skype messages I've recieved, and the phone call...thanks. For being there. I love you all, and I'll do better in the future. I promise.