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12 years ago
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"Please let me know everything's alright
Thinking about you, 'though you're out of sight every night, when I'm turning in, my tears find me.
Please hurry, dear, come back and rescue me..."
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Getting 50+ views on an art piece, and no comments, and one favorite. If my art sucks that bad say it.
Getting a returned watch by an artist on one website but not another
People who take the time to comment on my page but ignore everything on it.
Thanking me for a fav via my shouts
Thanking me for a fav via my shouts after I commented on the same picture
My being pregnant being treated like a fetish. I am for reals pregnant, and it's not fun, or sexy.
Fat being a fetish, it's pretty insulting if you think about it. Being skinny isn't a fetish so why should having a different sized body be?
The fact that everyone in the anthro community has friends, I must be doing something wrong. I have a few people I talk too, but none very often, and I know nothing about them :c
When people enter your raffles, or art give aways, or will take a free art your offering but won't watch you, or make notion your art exist.
People being more impressed my digital medias than traditional. There's no undo tool, fill tool, ect in real life. That shits permanent.
Creepers creeping to try to get free art.
I feel better now.
Getting a returned watch by an artist on one website but not another
People who take the time to comment on my page but ignore everything on it.
Thanking me for a fav via my shouts
Thanking me for a fav via my shouts after I commented on the same picture
My being pregnant being treated like a fetish. I am for reals pregnant, and it's not fun, or sexy.
Fat being a fetish, it's pretty insulting if you think about it. Being skinny isn't a fetish so why should having a different sized body be?
The fact that everyone in the anthro community has friends, I must be doing something wrong. I have a few people I talk too, but none very often, and I know nothing about them :c
When people enter your raffles, or art give aways, or will take a free art your offering but won't watch you, or make notion your art exist.
People being more impressed my digital medias than traditional. There's no undo tool, fill tool, ect in real life. That shits permanent.
Creepers creeping to try to get free art.
I feel better now.
No, but seriously. :) I hope we can chat at some point.
Also, congrats on the pregnancy. I hope you're almost done with the waiting game!
I hope to meet you at Evillecon, and maybe a few other people maybe make some friends, it's been rather lonely since I moved here.
And I've got a little over two months left before he makes his debut, so done with being preggers. But I think most ladies are by this point.
Oh, and
Yeah. I moved here in 2010 and didn't know anyone, so I made my own community. :D They're all crawling out of the woodwork, slowly.. but surely!
Also, feel free to head over to one of the KYFurs events with me sometime. It's about a 2.5 hr drive to Louisville, but they are a VERY large fur group.
Can't blame it all on the furries though, the Guy who was supposed to do my maternity photos tried to turn it into a fetish shoot so he could make money off of me. :c
I'd be upset at either one of those occurring.
Also, sue the pants off that mofo.
And I would but I didn't actually let him take any photos so I'm pretty sure I don't have a case.
And I've modeled for him previously, after this ordeal I found out he was selling my photos and the rights to use my images. He was making a profit off of me. Which I never agreed too. I was just lucky enough to find some of the things he'd put me in, calender, magazine, and a book full of my pictures, that I don't know why anyone would want.
I might have a case there, but it just seems like a hassle. Especially seeming how when models try to sue their photographers, they usually rule in favor of the photographer cos "we're asking for it"
I've always just been very intimidated by your incredible skills ^^'
Though that's really flattering <3
I view a few people as fa friends, but like I said, I don't know very much about you, and I don't think have talked to you outside of fa. Which makes me sad.
You can talk to me any time! I sent you a friend request on Facebook a while back, but I might have neglected to identify myself as being "me" from "here".
Oh, and your half of our trade is finished :) I just have to lug my scanner out of my boyfriend's car and see if it still works. I have a phone picture but I'd rather you see it better than that, lol.
And that's really awesome I can't wait to see it <3, I've been fighting getting yours right, I've learned I'm apparently not very good a ponyesque faces. I've never really drawn them, which is sad. So it's been good practice.
I try to comment and whatnot as much as possible, but I'm stuck on dial up with no wifi spots for 35 miles :/
Another thing I hate is when someone inquires about a commission, swears they want it. Then you never hear from them again, then they inquire about a month later and repeat. :/
And I understand some people not being able to comment, or whatnots. I just wish there wasn't an ability to see how many people have looked at a submission. It makes me sad seeing how often it was looked at and then ignored.
Oh man I know, I get a lot of where I'll think I do really good and put a lot of time into something, and I don't even get many views. However I like to think of it as, as long as I'm proud of myself for the piece that is all that matters. :)
I don't have more than light chit-chat pals here, I never know if I am that "welcome" to butt in and start talking. :I
I think that's why most people here don't talk, we all think we're bothering one another.
And yes, that may be very much possible. I've had some terrible 3 years in row now and I feel unsure to talk with people because I feel like I'm just complaining and that would steer the people away from me, but I'd also hate to lie when someone asks how I've been doing and nyergh. :P How do I into socialness? Is socialness even a word. *_*;
I feel you.
It's hard, and when I try to get people to talk to me, I get some...strange people to talk to me, who idle chitchat me for hours on end. Then I get more anti-social.
I'm worse in real life, I just stare at people. ;3;
I have so far avoided creeps, mainly. Or they have been really creepy starting from the first word they said so it hasn't been too difficult to avoid them. x)
Thanking for a fav on your shoutbox despite your commenting on the piece as well is odd, creeper thing on RL status is creepy, simply put, especially since the scene clearly wasn't meant to invite such lewd behavior. The fat fetish thing operates as a search and browsing tool. Moreover, people can consider much more obscure things a fetish that aren't even categorized on site.
People viewing a piece and not going any further doesn't mean the work is bad- that pattern of thinking isn't good for anyone. Oftentimes a thumbnail isn't enough to convey what's going on in a piece well enough.
I think thanking for a fav is ridiculous, all around, I can understand watches, but I fav a lot of things, I get weary about faving peoples artwork when every time I do they leave a shout on my page. And I'm not just talking about on furaffinity, as a whole fat fetish is insulting. As a bigger girl I do not like being called fat, I don't like the fact that me being fat alienates me from the rest of society. Or is such a weird thing that it fits in the categories with bondage, bdsm, scat, and shit like that. Because it's not weird to be fat. It's a natural body shape.
Also I don't use thumbnails so that wouldn't rationally be an issue. And I am allowed to FEEL however I want, if it upsets me that people view my art, page, whatever and ignore everything about it I think I have a right to have an emotion about it.
I agree with the fat being a natural body shape thing- particularly in America, culture demonizes heavier people, whereas many other countries accept it as the normative shape it is.
And that's why I don't like it, I feel like it just continues to the demonization of bigger bodies. I've had major body issues my whole life because I felt like my shape was wrong, because people treated it so differently. It wasn't actually until I liked http://www.facebook.com/officialvvpg that I had any real breakthroughs with respecting my body. And now I really respect my body, and other peoples bodies, and I wish more people had that. But it's hard too when everything is still so seperated.
still have the sketchbook?
And I've already formed the baby, he's just getting fatter til he escapes in June.
And I still have 2 of your sketchbooks, I keep meaning to get more paper from you, but then I forget about them in my horde of art supplies D: