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12 years ago
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the people i love are far away and this is nothing new, i’ve been dealing with it with my boyfriend for more than two years but i’m losing my ability to cope with it anymore
all i want to do is to be able to be with the people i care about and it seems like i’ll never get to see them
meanwhile i’ve alienated everyone here, the people i used to be friends with don’t even bother trying anymore because i never want to go do anything and my family thinks i hate them
i am just tired of being lonely
TO END THIS MOPEY-ASS JOURNAL ON A HIGH NOTE
i'm gonna make some money this week rebuilding my grandma's picnic table so that's cool, it's nice to earn pay doing something that you enjoy
all i want to do is to be able to be with the people i care about and it seems like i’ll never get to see them
meanwhile i’ve alienated everyone here, the people i used to be friends with don’t even bother trying anymore because i never want to go do anything and my family thinks i hate them
i am just tired of being lonely
TO END THIS MOPEY-ASS JOURNAL ON A HIGH NOTE
i'm gonna make some money this week rebuilding my grandma's picnic table so that's cool, it's nice to earn pay doing something that you enjoy
really i'm fine this was just something of a vent, you know, getting it out
sadly, I'm not any more local than anyone else, but I feel you on the pain of long distance friendships/relationships. there are solutions, even if it seems like you're never gonna get there. patience is the hardest lesson to learn. I still fight with it every day.
I hope you feel better, man.