I really don't want to get into too much specifics but ... I need to get some air. Some recent bouts of fandom-related drama have been getting WAY more under my skin than they normally would, and I need to step back, before I turn into a raging lunatic, who doesn't care how many people they turn away and hurt in the process. I'm no good for anyone right now, until things get better for me, emotionally and psychologically. I've ... NOT been in a good place lately.

My depression has been slowly trying to take a hold of me again sporadically on and off since before the move, and for about the past 1-2 months, I've been fighting with it daily. And as of late, I've found myself reverting back into very dark places, which I just can't allow to happen. I need distance and space to be able to ... deal with this ... somehow.

So ... if my online activity with furry sites and IM programs becomes increasingly barren for the next few weeks, now you know why. I just ... I need to pull back, NOW, before I lash out harder than I ever have before, and do damage that can't be taken back. I'm frighteningly close to coming completely unraveled. No one deserves to be on the receiving end of that. It's selfish, cruel, and unjust.

So to those I hurt who didn't deserve it, I'm sorry. To those I hurt who -did- deserve it, fuck you. And to everyone else ... see you when things get better.