Some times I sit and wonder if I really am a good person. I know every ones going o say yes but deep down am I. I do things I know are wrong but tell my self that its OK b/c of some reason or other. Like was it really OK to rehome the chinchillas and two cats and then turn around and get rats? I told myself its OK b/c they are smaller and cheaper and we actually have room for them. But is it really OK.

I wonder some times if I have a problem. When I sold Ramsly I felt like I needed to replace him but did I really, was it a smart choice with a kid coming. I feel like those people in the hording shows who won't admit to being a border or they do but keep falling back into it.

I try not to give in to the temptation of a new pet but tend to fall back some times. I don't know why...is it b/c I'm lonely or don't feel like I have any close friends to hang with. They make me happy but am I hurting them or others by doing what I do.

Sorry for the depressing rant, don't worry I'm not depressed just confused and slightly sad.