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to live in constant pain.
12 years ago
This ones going to be the end of me. -.-
And now, ive come to realize it was all just some crazy fantasy.
its just to far gone.
Im afraid there will be nothing left.
I wont beg. I wont cry.
Ill just fade away now. Ill just die.
Why!???!!
I rise, just to fall!?!
Go ahead and take it all.
Yeah, just take everything of me.
And here i truly thought we could be..
What a fool.
I forgot not to love..
I forgot im here to hate.
I forgot, im only allowed to hurt.
I forgot why i never wanted to feel.
And i felt like i might actually have a chance to heal.
I forgot im only here
And now, ive come to realize it was all just some crazy fantasy.
its just to far gone.
Im afraid there will be nothing left.
I wont beg. I wont cry.
Ill just fade away now. Ill just die.
Why!???!!
I rise, just to fall!?!
Go ahead and take it all.
Yeah, just take everything of me.
And here i truly thought we could be..
What a fool.
I forgot not to love..
I forgot im here to hate.
I forgot, im only allowed to hurt.
I forgot why i never wanted to feel.
And i felt like i might actually have a chance to heal.
I forgot im only here
To tell you the truth I'm actually easily attached to people, trust is a different matter. But I am
mean and nasty in person to those I don't know or care for because I know solitary is the only
safe zone.
^.^ I'd treat you right Wolfy. I'd love to. But my fears as always would get the better of me.