well sorry for your loss -vert hugs you-

though there is a positive, he wont threaten your life now and wont be damaging his body with constant abuse of drugs anymore.

Thanks *hugs*

It a weird situation, just can't seem to work out how I feel about it..

for me if my dad died. i'd have mix feels too.
since we never really had a good relationship. we always fought when i lived with him i still do now even via texts and its over the stupidest things since he and i think differently in many situations. and i dont lways agree with his methods and rules.
rthough if the cancer he has now takes him some time down the road i probally would feel regret for not leaving things with him on a possitive note relationship wise.
but he is my dad after all so i do care about him even if i dont always show it. and i dont always get it in return but he keeps his emotions bottled up much like i do.

He basically tortured us for 19 years, well me for 19 years everyone else longer.. The fact he died all alone is a little depressing, I can't think of a worse way to die, slowly and alone.. But just.. ughness on trying to figure out how I feel

well thats where emotional conflict does come in.
though take from his example to treat those you love, care about, or are just friends with , with respect and kindness so you will always have someone by your side -nods-

Yuppers *tackles hugs*

-is tackled and hugged by a now happy fox-
-hugs back-