Birthday went well...I guess.

Art...has not happened. I'm just kinda depressed. Been depressed for a long while.

Now for some bad news...

I didn't get into the teaching program I applied for. I'm just kinda upset about it to be quite frank. I still have half a semester left of my under grad to go...but now it's like I'm better off dead.

I have a 2.8 GPA in Math. No one will hire me. I'll never get into grad school.

Yup.

My life is fucked.

All I want to do. Is fucking teach math. The followins skit represents my feelings on this.

World : THE US NEEDS MATH TEACHERS!! AHHH!!!

ME: I VOLUNTEER FOR TRIBUTE!!!

World: Sit down you fucker!

Me ; ;

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So yeah. I'm doomed.

Let's not even get started on family.

All mine ever does is fight.

Mom works. Dad doesn't. mom is eternally pissed at dad for not working and passes said rage onto me.

I have no other means to live so I can't get out.

Least I graduate soon...