Recently things have not been good for me. Hold the sympathy - for the most part, I;ve done it to myself. There have been really regrettable decisions, which have lead to a lot of mistrust, hurt and pain.

But then, somehow there's been a number of you who have still been there for me, despite all the shit I have caused. These individuals who have had to deal with intrusive and devious shitstirring from potentially damaging sources... who have been there for the ones I damaged: I cannot thank you enough. I've never been shown such loyalty, and when/if the time comes you'll be getting the same back from me.

So, onwards and upwards. To the one who has inexplicably let me back into his life and forgiven me: I'll do my damndest to support you in any way I can.

Chad : >