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About my dissappearance
12 years ago
Okay, not sure if you noticed at all but i kinda wiped my Avatar and profile a while ago...
So for people who was curious about it, the 17 I pass for a Romantic Breakdown, which while at first i was felling like "things that happen" mood at first, but still wanted to give me a break artwise, those day (well, since last week) i started to feel quite sad over the whole Topic, i started to miss how happy i was with him and starting to feel quite sad and working on drawing was quite hard, i started to loss interest as well on FA, reason why i haven't give the thanks for watching me, or replying back stuff.
I pretty much spend hours, and hours, playing Terraria, trying to take my mind of that Nostalgic felling, At least i didn't take down my college responsabilities, but the free time i have i spended on that game instead of working on Drawings.
I was pretty much dueling on my depression, which is kinda my guilty, because i felled so happy with that person that i even stopped taking my antidepressive (if anyone want to give me a slap, go ahead).
I even started to reject gifts that where for me, asking to either be removed of them, or asked to those gift to not be done if possible. Neither to say, i was just focused on my sadness.
Today, i take some things out thanks to the help from
Nexives those days i tried to give me a push and work on a birthday gift i did for 
rustyraccoon that i was working around 5 days ago, but always kicking it over Terraria. Neither to Say, Nex Help me to feel better... Sorry if i make the other friend who asked me if i was well, because i was just laying behind a happy smile, if i offended you in anyway for not trusting with the reality, my apologies.
Anyway, Nex, after a hard time giving me some sentimental slaps, make me open with him and toss what i was keeping under the mask.
I'm felling more better, and i started already to work on drawings. I did already the frame for a comic Commission for
Joducus I might be slow to have colored drawings, but i'm gonna try to have things done. After all, i'm starting to feel better spiritually and hope i could do things soon. As long i could slow down that addicting Terraria Game.
Also, if you are wondering, I returned to my Antidepressives, So that will help me to return back to a more stable mood,
To anyone who read me, thanks you very much. A new Profile will comes soon.
So for people who was curious about it, the 17 I pass for a Romantic Breakdown, which while at first i was felling like "things that happen" mood at first, but still wanted to give me a break artwise, those day (well, since last week) i started to feel quite sad over the whole Topic, i started to miss how happy i was with him and starting to feel quite sad and working on drawing was quite hard, i started to loss interest as well on FA, reason why i haven't give the thanks for watching me, or replying back stuff.
I pretty much spend hours, and hours, playing Terraria, trying to take my mind of that Nostalgic felling, At least i didn't take down my college responsabilities, but the free time i have i spended on that game instead of working on Drawings.
I was pretty much dueling on my depression, which is kinda my guilty, because i felled so happy with that person that i even stopped taking my antidepressive (if anyone want to give me a slap, go ahead).
I even started to reject gifts that where for me, asking to either be removed of them, or asked to those gift to not be done if possible. Neither to say, i was just focused on my sadness.
Today, i take some things out thanks to the help from
Nexives those days i tried to give me a push and work on a birthday gift i did for 
rustyraccoon that i was working around 5 days ago, but always kicking it over Terraria. Neither to Say, Nex Help me to feel better... Sorry if i make the other friend who asked me if i was well, because i was just laying behind a happy smile, if i offended you in anyway for not trusting with the reality, my apologies.Anyway, Nex, after a hard time giving me some sentimental slaps, make me open with him and toss what i was keeping under the mask.
I'm felling more better, and i started already to work on drawings. I did already the frame for a comic Commission for
Joducus I might be slow to have colored drawings, but i'm gonna try to have things done. After all, i'm starting to feel better spiritually and hope i could do things soon. As long i could slow down that addicting Terraria Game.Also, if you are wondering, I returned to my Antidepressives, So that will help me to return back to a more stable mood,
To anyone who read me, thanks you very much. A new Profile will comes soon.
I am sorry I havent been around much and hope you can forgive me on that. *hugs softly, rubbing your back* I do hope things will look up for you and do hope that the Antidepressants help. Just know that we are here for you if you ever need to talk, okay?
You take care of yourself, my friend. Have a good night's rest and a good end to your weekend. You be well and again, sorry. *hugs*