Sometimes I feel like if some one is playing black magic on me and my family, sometimes I think is some bad Karma for doing wrong in past lives, and some times I think its just me creating problems in my own head, thinking shit and trying to find meaningless reasons to things. maybe is bad fortune I dunno. Yet I do think I'm haunted by something. And maybe just maybe I'm just full of hot air... gee

And TODAY'S EPISODE!

hangman

Fun game ain't it....

nothing like a healthy dose of reality and dog shit to make you feel uneasy :D

where to start... I am fine. feeling fantastic three weeks after surgery, although It was genetic and my siblings are likely to have the same problem so not so good :(

My brothers ex...fiance (I don't really know what they were) came out of the hospital after three months of being in there. which is great now she and her family can star paying off their huge debt to God knows how many parties.. they owe about the amount of money the average american earns in a year. Now I live in a beautiful third world where the minimum wage is six bucks a day ... so Yea they are likely to loose the house, if not everything. I'm afraid my nephews end up leaving school to work. they are currently relaying on one person to support three adults and five kids, thats good to drive anyone nuts.

Today she called and asked for monetary help, my sister went off to see her and the kids. it is not far. Then I heard the yellow news paper selling yellow notes, he yelled something about some one killed near by. I hear that all too often, but when my sister came back is was a different story. Yesterday they found five bodies hanging from two pedestrian bridges in the main avenue. I see those bridges every day I take the bus or go to the store, I walked them both for years and admired the hazy mountains from them.

all of them shot in the head and hanged like clothes to dry. while I am not terrified. I worry for me and my family. even to establish a business is a high risk matter. this part of the city is facing a halt in progress. Many authorities have given up this area, and the funds that are supposed to carpet streets and better the place is more than often fueling private jets or being stowed away at some Swiss bank.

I can tell people are tired of morsels and this imposed terror, yet the worst problem is apathy and conformity, I want to go out and just start fixing things, even little things count but I don't want to have a hole in my head just for trying.