It just hit me I'm going to have a baby in 9 weeks give or take a few days! I'm getting a little freaked out. I don't like pain (not that any one does). OMG and I will be in charge of the life of some thing other then an animal! This is going to be scary, happy, weird and 100 other things all at once. I wish he could stay in my belly longer, I'm not ready to share him yet.

Feels like just yesterday I found out, I remember the day it hit me I might be pregnant...
*flash back*
I was at a week long dairy show sleeping in a barn helping my good friend show and tend to her cows. One night I got out a bottle of marsh mellow vodka I snuck in and put just a little bit in one of those little soda bottles with some Pepsi. I only drank like half of it and got sick. I could not figure out why it made me sick. Then it hit me! I ended up sick that in tire week and my friend was so excited and wanted her one guy friend to run out and get me a test,lol. I took one when I got home but it was negative. I waited a week and took another and it was positive! I had gotten pregnant the week before the cow show!
Just can't believe I am down to 9 weeks already!