Why is she doing this to me? I like her a lot. I wouldn't say exactly love, but its close. Today was the first time i've seen her in 2 days. I was depressed and happy the last 2 days, mostly depressed and she wasn't there to help me. I thought maybe she was just busy with college, but this morning she was logged on XBL and her messenger logged on there. My best friend Mike, was kind enough to know how much I liked and missed her so he wake me up to let me know she was on. I was so happy, I nearly jumped out of bed. I opened her messenger and she was on xbl, playing Gears of War. So i said "yay! Your back!" and a few minutes later all she said was... hi... I said "I haven't seen you in a few days. I missed you." and there was no reply. About 10 minutes later she logged off. Then a few minutes later she logged on her yahoo for about 20 seconds. Then she logged off. I feel as if she is purposely avoding me.... this isn't like her that I know of. If I did something wrong.... i'm so sorry. If she just doesn't like me then why doesn't she just say so and get it over with? She's causing more pain now by avoiding me and making me suffer then just teling me. I miss her so much. I feel so alone. But I also feel.... maybe she's not the one for me. Maybe I should move on already. But I made a promise to stay by her side till she tells me she doesn't want to be with me. I just want to talk to her so badly.