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12 years ago
To those of you who even give a shit about me, let me explain what's happening right now in my life.
I have lost about 10lbs recently and now only weigh 105 because I haven't had more then 2 meals a day from the past 2 weeks now. Even right now i'm hungry and needing food. I have less then 5 RL friends (4 years running now) and only 1 of them is willing to hear my problems and help me out right now. The reason we don't have food is because my sister shattered her knee last month during a SELECT soccer game and that took up a LOT of the money, and we're paying for it right now with less food and other things. I have been working non-stop during the weekends now for around 8-9 hours and during which I get zero breaks since i'm a soccer referee. Sure I get 5 min to rest my feet at half-time, but then it's instantly back up and running the entire 1-2 hour soccer match. I can't eat during those breaks since I have no food. A box of goldfish and a water bottle served as 2 meals for me yesterday -_- And when I get home I return to the "oh so satisfying" sounds of my sister screaming as she tries to move on her shattered knee because the doctors say she needs to move and stretch her knee so it doesn't grow in place. So it sounds like i'm in a torture room nearly 24\7 when i'm home, and I can't escape the horrible sounds or ease the pains in my stomach constantly. So i'm sorry to those of you that even care, that i'm pissed off and am supremely mad a lot of the time. But having nothing to eat, hearing screaming from my 16 year old sister because of her intense pain (which I am quite sympathetic about), and having no friends to even help you out of listen to your problems, kinda makes you lose your mind and be pissed off at nearly everything all the time.
I have lost about 10lbs recently and now only weigh 105 because I haven't had more then 2 meals a day from the past 2 weeks now. Even right now i'm hungry and needing food. I have less then 5 RL friends (4 years running now) and only 1 of them is willing to hear my problems and help me out right now. The reason we don't have food is because my sister shattered her knee last month during a SELECT soccer game and that took up a LOT of the money, and we're paying for it right now with less food and other things. I have been working non-stop during the weekends now for around 8-9 hours and during which I get zero breaks since i'm a soccer referee. Sure I get 5 min to rest my feet at half-time, but then it's instantly back up and running the entire 1-2 hour soccer match. I can't eat during those breaks since I have no food. A box of goldfish and a water bottle served as 2 meals for me yesterday -_- And when I get home I return to the "oh so satisfying" sounds of my sister screaming as she tries to move on her shattered knee because the doctors say she needs to move and stretch her knee so it doesn't grow in place. So it sounds like i'm in a torture room nearly 24\7 when i'm home, and I can't escape the horrible sounds or ease the pains in my stomach constantly. So i'm sorry to those of you that even care, that i'm pissed off and am supremely mad a lot of the time. But having nothing to eat, hearing screaming from my 16 year old sister because of her intense pain (which I am quite sympathetic about), and having no friends to even help you out of listen to your problems, kinda makes you lose your mind and be pissed off at nearly everything all the time.
