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Just putting this down because I have to get it out
12 years ago
Well, since this is the beginning, I'll start here
I hate myself.
I hate everything I do.
I always find some way to fuck up everything.
I hate that I can't process my stupid emotions like a regular person
I hate that when ever something good happens to me, I manage to screw myself over.
I hate that I can't just talk to people
I hate that I drive those I can talk to away
I hate that I'm wasting a perfectly good life
I hate that I ruin the lives of those around me
I hate that I'm writing journal
I hate that I'm too chickenshit to actually do anything to fix this
I hate that I'm not brave enough to even try and end it
I hate everything about me and wish that I could make it all go away.
I'm not trying to get sympathy with the retarded journal about how much of a shitfaced little queer-ass baby I am. I just need to put this out in the world and not care if anyone gives two shits. Its all pointless and I don't care anymore.
I hate everything I do.
I always find some way to fuck up everything.
I hate that I can't process my stupid emotions like a regular person
I hate that when ever something good happens to me, I manage to screw myself over.
I hate that I can't just talk to people
I hate that I drive those I can talk to away
I hate that I'm wasting a perfectly good life
I hate that I ruin the lives of those around me
I hate that I'm writing journal
I hate that I'm too chickenshit to actually do anything to fix this
I hate that I'm not brave enough to even try and end it
I hate everything about me and wish that I could make it all go away.
I'm not trying to get sympathy with the retarded journal about how much of a shitfaced little queer-ass baby I am. I just need to put this out in the world and not care if anyone gives two shits. Its all pointless and I don't care anymore.
Don't make me go to Memegenerator and make that. :P
dont put yourself down yahear
letting yourself slip away like that will only attracct more negativity
lets not do that ok
if yah need a shoulder to lean on you got mine bud
let me know if you need some assistance