Well... last night was bad. My uncle has a fish pond outside by the front door. Yesterday he filled up the pond with some water like he normally does and let it run out to help get new clean water in it. Well that was all fine. But later at night I headed oustide to gaze into the moon and stars like I normally do. I don't remember if I saw the moon or not. Because when I turned to head back inside, I saw 4 of his fish floating, 2 dead. 2 suffering, and the rest weren't doing very well either. So I ran inside and upstairs and told him. He got really upset and left befre he'd start crying because those fish were like his babies. Well I stayed up half the night doing all i could to save as many as I could. 6 of them died. Including the 4 that were floating before and a cat fish, which is a bad sign because those things are almost indistructable. I was able to save his favorite fish that he found flopping around in someones boat at the lake once, and took it home. that was good. We dont' know what happened. All he did was put more water in it. We live in the country and use well water, so theres no clorine or anything. Only thing we know is the filter stopped working because it was clugged. So i cleaned it out and got it in there as soon as i could to help filter what ever was in the water out. I saved most of the fish. Except for the 6. That wasn't so bad I guess. Well today hasn't realy started off on the right side. Still not much from Jay. I got worried and asked her some stuff while she was playing on Xbox LIVE and she kind of snapped at me and made me cry a little. I know, i'm soft and worrysome and I assume a lot because a lot has happened to me. This is like a time I was with a guy. He said he liked me and I kind of liked him but he wanted to get to know me better, so we were going to wait a while. Then all of a sudden he just logs off and that was the last time I really talked to him. I don't know wha thappened to him. I know he blocked me. But I don't know why. I hadn't done anyting wrong. I got really upset. I'm getting tired of people playing with me. If it keeps up I'm just going to leave and go do other stuff and say fuck furries all together. No offense to any of you. But a majority of you guys who i've talked to the last 2 years are kind of drama queens. My life wasn't nearly this dramatic till about this time last year when i left my loving mate for a complete sex whore. Yeah you know who you are you bastard. Hope you burn. Anyways, i'm done blabaling for now. If you think I sound like a hipocrit, oh well. I don't care. If you see my point. Thank you.