Jayfur Starfire
*finds a deep dark cavern and dives into it plunging back into the darkness once more my heart completely shattered by the only one i ever cared about not knowing that he would leave me and abandon me like the others have the promises he made and mine was abandoned nothing in the world mattered to me but him and now its nothing once more i can hear my heart cracking and breaking like fine crystal and shattered with heart pain i cant stand to see him go i don't want to but he did and left me cold bruised alone and abandoned like my other ex's have in the past like i was garbage like i was nothing to them just another play thing i cant stand myself anymore to look in the mirror and to see the pathetic failure i have become i cant even hold on to the ones i care about and treasure with love and gifts that no one else can give and to be free from a abusive life like my ex had i was going to give him a abuse free life but now he has used up his last chance and there's no going back to that shin kuroi the apartment papers have been shredded and so have mine ive lost $504 dollars and had everything ready but now all that was all in vain *i think to my self as i slip back into the darkness that shin kuroi had once dug me out of but has quickly buried me back in it and i accept the darkness with open arms possibly never to return back from it again as it is impossible until the TRUE one for me comes and digs me out once more hopefully not to bury me like my now ex has. Finally closes my eyes and welcomes the darkness to take control of my heart once more to be alone as it was before shin kuroi* nuff said *cry* *cry* *cry*