http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AvG.....NGS_1rFplpjn3A

http://youtu.be/TUe_szt160U

ughhh its begining to turn into one of those nights that i just hate :(
It seems that whenever i get into this mood i just hate everything. even being alive it seems :/
Why cant i just be able to get rid of this feeling and be able to be happy for once