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Anywhosals I've gotten quite a few more letters from my beloved. He's still doing pretty bad :( His feet are in constant pain and he has to take some pain killers, but it doesn't help. His night terrors are still afflicting him, he said they are about him getting his unit in trouble in the middle of the night and them all having to do push ups. Pretty standard as far as night terrors go in military life I guess. He's going to see a doctor for them on Thursday, he is really hoping for a medical discharge, which I doubt he is going to get, but he has is heart set on it, he thinks it's going to happen. I've wrote him a few letters when I get news like that from him that he shouldn't hope for that, if he comes home now he will not have a home to go to and he will have no way to pay for a place to live and no job :( I'm really worried about him. He's not going to pass the fitness tests and they are going to restart him and he'll have to do boot camp all over. He won't be able to handle that and I definitely will not stand for him to get a bad conduct discharge from him trying to get kicked out. That goes on your record and it will be even harder for him to find a job. If he could just get enough sleep and let his body recover I know he would be able to train enough to pass, but with him not being able to sleep it's impossible to do that kind of work.
He also mailed me that he thinks we should get married. Now don't get me wrong, I am all for that, but just not right now. I told him I want to wait a couple years when we have settled in our own life, have our own place, jobs, done with school (for the time being) and are stable. We can get engaged whenever, but I want to wait to get married. I also want my parents to like him, I want him to spend more time with my family and let them get to know him. I want my parents to know that I found my true love and that I'll be happy. My sister told me that my mom told her that she's afraid that I will marry him too soon and we'll have all these life problems. I'm smarter than that. She's paranoid because of my cousin who is making all of these wrong decisions in her life, my mom is her guardian, she thinks I'm going to end up like her, a slut, lazy, a quitter, pregnant, single mother, party animal; I don't know why she thinks I would do any of that, she doesn't trust that she raised me right. Even if she didn't raise me right I did learn for myself what life is supposed to be like and how to be truly happy, and I found the person who will take me there. I do love him, I am only complete with him, without him I am only half of me, the half that everyone knows because I was only living half a life, half a love, half of happiness; my friends have seen how happy I can be before I met him, and that's only half of how happy I feel when I'm with him. I know we will live a long, happy life together, I have no doubts about that, so I have no problem waiting until the time is right.
He has these plans about where we are going to live together when he gets back, but none of them are very realistic. I'm going to be at my college until the end of 2014 when I graduate with a couple certificates and my associate's degree. We need a nice, cheap place that allows cats and it close to the school and work because we won't have a car and I don't really want to take the bus...my friend does that and I think it's really time wasteful. Same friend's girlfriend lives in an apartment that is down the street from my school, I could walk or ride my bike every day. There are also a lot of businesses around the school and in the area, easily walk-able or bike-able. Also I am applying for an internship at a local business to my college area, I could possibly get hired after the internship if I get accepted. The internship will be a created position for me to work with a Project Manager there =3 since they've never had anyone intern on the management side, only artists and developers. I will be the best intern they've ever had >:3 I am more than perfect for this career and I will get my chance to prove it. If I don't get the internship I will keep going back and trying. I'm going to take a few computer science classes and game development classes so I'll have both game design and art backgrounds to help mitigate between the two departments I will be dealing with. So back to the topic of where to live, the company is close to my school and Dylan could also work there as a game/guidebook tester, if he ever applies. I mean, getting paid to play video games (which is what he does all day anyway) would be good for him I think, and this company promotes from within so he could work his way up from tester to editor =3 and if I get hired from the internship I can put in a word for him. The apartments are cheap and really nice, they allow cats and they have a pool, walking distance to everywhere.
I'm not going to get the money to buy a plane ticket to go see him next month in time so instead I am going to save up to pay for my next semester classes. I really wish I could see him, but I don't know if that would hurt him or encourage him. I'd only be able to visit for a day and a half at least, it would never be enough.
In other news:
I'll be uploading a bunch of pictures this weekend~ I will be finishing up my pastel landscape of Vulcan and I will have a bunch of speed color sketches of nature for my english assignment, because I can xD
My In the Dark and my Art Block Suicide got accepted into the student gallery at my school =D!! But my Dirty Little Secret did not :( Too bad, but now I have a nicely framed work that I can hang up ^^
Anywhosals I've gotten quite a few more letters from my beloved. He's still doing pretty bad :( His feet are in constant pain and he has to take some pain killers, but it doesn't help. His night terrors are still afflicting him, he said they are about him getting his unit in trouble in the middle of the night and them all having to do push ups. Pretty standard as far as night terrors go in military life I guess. He's going to see a doctor for them on Thursday, he is really hoping for a medical discharge, which I doubt he is going to get, but he has is heart set on it, he thinks it's going to happen. I've wrote him a few letters when I get news like that from him that he shouldn't hope for that, if he comes home now he will not have a home to go to and he will have no way to pay for a place to live and no job :( I'm really worried about him. He's not going to pass the fitness tests and they are going to restart him and he'll have to do boot camp all over. He won't be able to handle that and I definitely will not stand for him to get a bad conduct discharge from him trying to get kicked out. That goes on your record and it will be even harder for him to find a job. If he could just get enough sleep and let his body recover I know he would be able to train enough to pass, but with him not being able to sleep it's impossible to do that kind of work.
He also mailed me that he thinks we should get married. Now don't get me wrong, I am all for that, but just not right now. I told him I want to wait a couple years when we have settled in our own life, have our own place, jobs, done with school (for the time being) and are stable. We can get engaged whenever, but I want to wait to get married. I also want my parents to like him, I want him to spend more time with my family and let them get to know him. I want my parents to know that I found my true love and that I'll be happy. My sister told me that my mom told her that she's afraid that I will marry him too soon and we'll have all these life problems. I'm smarter than that. She's paranoid because of my cousin who is making all of these wrong decisions in her life, my mom is her guardian, she thinks I'm going to end up like her, a slut, lazy, a quitter, pregnant, single mother, party animal; I don't know why she thinks I would do any of that, she doesn't trust that she raised me right. Even if she didn't raise me right I did learn for myself what life is supposed to be like and how to be truly happy, and I found the person who will take me there. I do love him, I am only complete with him, without him I am only half of me, the half that everyone knows because I was only living half a life, half a love, half of happiness; my friends have seen how happy I can be before I met him, and that's only half of how happy I feel when I'm with him. I know we will live a long, happy life together, I have no doubts about that, so I have no problem waiting until the time is right.
He has these plans about where we are going to live together when he gets back, but none of them are very realistic. I'm going to be at my college until the end of 2014 when I graduate with a couple certificates and my associate's degree. We need a nice, cheap place that allows cats and it close to the school and work because we won't have a car and I don't really want to take the bus...my friend does that and I think it's really time wasteful. Same friend's girlfriend lives in an apartment that is down the street from my school, I could walk or ride my bike every day. There are also a lot of businesses around the school and in the area, easily walk-able or bike-able. Also I am applying for an internship at a local business to my college area, I could possibly get hired after the internship if I get accepted. The internship will be a created position for me to work with a Project Manager there =3 since they've never had anyone intern on the management side, only artists and developers. I will be the best intern they've ever had >:3 I am more than perfect for this career and I will get my chance to prove it. If I don't get the internship I will keep going back and trying. I'm going to take a few computer science classes and game development classes so I'll have both game design and art backgrounds to help mitigate between the two departments I will be dealing with. So back to the topic of where to live, the company is close to my school and Dylan could also work there as a game/guidebook tester, if he ever applies. I mean, getting paid to play video games (which is what he does all day anyway) would be good for him I think, and this company promotes from within so he could work his way up from tester to editor =3 and if I get hired from the internship I can put in a word for him. The apartments are cheap and really nice, they allow cats and they have a pool, walking distance to everywhere.
I'm not going to get the money to buy a plane ticket to go see him next month in time so instead I am going to save up to pay for my next semester classes. I really wish I could see him, but I don't know if that would hurt him or encourage him. I'd only be able to visit for a day and a half at least, it would never be enough.
In other news:
I'll be uploading a bunch of pictures this weekend~ I will be finishing up my pastel landscape of Vulcan and I will have a bunch of speed color sketches of nature for my english assignment, because I can xD
My In the Dark and my Art Block Suicide got accepted into the student gallery at my school =D!! But my Dirty Little Secret did not :( Too bad, but now I have a nicely framed work that I can hang up ^^
