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I'm sorry guys.. @_@
17 years ago
I've been posting WAY too many emo wah wah journals here. I'm.. getting over shit, and once Natalie gets her shit out of my fucking house I have decided to cut her off friend-wise. She's a toxic person to me, I don't feel good about myself when I am in her presence.. blah, what the fuck ever. It's just hard when you have spent nearly 4 years around someone and then it feels as though you are easily replaced.
Is it really so bad of me to wish her ill will though? Is it childish of me to want her new relationship with this manipulating BITCH to fail in a miserable way and leave Natalie feeling empty like me? I won't lie, I really do feel these things.. I DO know that I ultimately need to get over it all but the scab wound is very fresh and I can't help but pick at it.
Whatever.. I know that I am a good person, and sometimes good people hang around people that aren't so good for them. It kind of feels like I've been walking around the past few years with a big turd helmet over my head. Everybody else saw it, knew what it was and tried to tell me, but I was so in love I swore it was a delicious chocolate pudding helmet! Well I know now..
I really intended this journal to be something else but meh? Thanks so much guys for all your helpful advice, kind words, and support. That means so much to me. I really couldn't ask for better friends that I've never seen in person XD
DON'T WEAR TURD HELMETS GUYS! JUST DON'T! THEY SMELL, THEY WEIGH YOU DOWN, AND WHEN YOU FINALLY TAKE IT OFF THAT STENCH STILL LINGERS AROUND FUCKING WITH YOUR HEEEEEAD!
Ok, I have to go clean some tables off.. my new roommate, Ben, should be moving in next week and I CAN'T WAIT!
Oh yeah.. I HUGGED A FURRY AT DRAGON*CON LAST SUNDAY! It was a pretty red kitsune-looking creature :3 <3 I was like "ohhhh, it's so fluffy and cute!" and they obliged me with some huggins ^_^ I'm happy! Thanks fox person!
Zabeth~
Is it really so bad of me to wish her ill will though? Is it childish of me to want her new relationship with this manipulating BITCH to fail in a miserable way and leave Natalie feeling empty like me? I won't lie, I really do feel these things.. I DO know that I ultimately need to get over it all but the scab wound is very fresh and I can't help but pick at it.
Whatever.. I know that I am a good person, and sometimes good people hang around people that aren't so good for them. It kind of feels like I've been walking around the past few years with a big turd helmet over my head. Everybody else saw it, knew what it was and tried to tell me, but I was so in love I swore it was a delicious chocolate pudding helmet! Well I know now..
I really intended this journal to be something else but meh? Thanks so much guys for all your helpful advice, kind words, and support. That means so much to me. I really couldn't ask for better friends that I've never seen in person XD
DON'T WEAR TURD HELMETS GUYS! JUST DON'T! THEY SMELL, THEY WEIGH YOU DOWN, AND WHEN YOU FINALLY TAKE IT OFF THAT STENCH STILL LINGERS AROUND FUCKING WITH YOUR HEEEEEAD!
Ok, I have to go clean some tables off.. my new roommate, Ben, should be moving in next week and I CAN'T WAIT!
Oh yeah.. I HUGGED A FURRY AT DRAGON*CON LAST SUNDAY! It was a pretty red kitsune-looking creature :3 <3 I was like "ohhhh, it's so fluffy and cute!" and they obliged me with some huggins ^_^ I'm happy! Thanks fox person!
Zabeth~
i hope the new roommate thing works out for you and perhaps that perfect lady might cross your path sooner rather than later.
*hugz and kizzes all around!!*
anywho, i'd be glad to be your room mate if i could. you sound like a great person. and trust me, i come with many perks...Like, my shit helmet doesnt smell (im known to smell really good), and im the best damn cuddler int he world....or so im told. lol
but its good your getting rid of a rotten person, and no go ahead and wish ill things. hell i wish really really bad things on a certain monkey right now ^-^
...I'M NOT ALONE IN THIS am I ;.;
that's awsome.
DEATH TO TURD HELMETS.
AEAEAEAEAEAEAEEEEEEE~
yay for furry hugs :'3