I don't know if I'm a very sentimental guy. When I think about reaching out with my feelings and emotions, I get to feeling like the expression will just fall flat, or only attract negativity. So, I tend to just keep things to myself.

This is just habit, of course. Four years ago,  Greggest came into my life, and I have been un-learning a lot about myself and the world around me. Greggest pulled me out of my doldrums--out of a very dark and poisonous place--and helped me get back on my feet. Since then, life has only gotten better and better. He encourages my crazy and random projects and unpredictable ideas. He helps keep me centered and grounded while at the same time encouraging me to dream and create.

I'm truly blessed to have Greggest in my life, and I am delighted to spend my future with him. When it's finally legal, or when we settle somewhere that it is, I'm gonna marry this man.

Happy four-year anniversary sweetheart.