Well FCN was a blast this year and I got to meet a lot of new furs and new friends. It was a really great time and I have walked away feeling refreshed being around my brother and sister furs. You are all great and trully wonderful people who bring spice to my life and help remind me that there are good people in this world. Thank you everyone. ^^

I must say that I have come to the conclusion that I want a fursuit. Or a scale suit, it will be massive undertaking to find someone who can create the detail I want and trying to find someone to do scale work is going to be rough and not to mention expensive. But you know what, fuck it go big or don't go at all. I have a goal and vision of something beatiful that I want to bring into fruition and although it may cost a bit the results I believe will be well worth it.

And on a final note that is less happy I must say that I am begining to worry more and more about my ability to remember things. For anyone at FCN I would deeply like to apologize about forgetting any of your names or matching faces with names. Its been an issue all my life with memory issues but as of late my memory is getting worse and worse. Its very embarrassing to say the least because it seems to others like I don't care about them enough to remember their names. I think I am going to go to the doctor for an appointment in the future and see what the issue is. There is a good chance that it may be my ADD hindering my brain from properly registering data. I did take Ritalin 12 years ago and stopped because of how it fucked with me. So going to need to find something else if that is the case.

Anywho that's what's up wih me. Be home around 2am.