she's the one. I really think she might be but I've learned to take it slow. So I'm letting go of regret and apathy and just letting the wind carry whatever may come. So I should write a song about it. Maybe write a song about her (maybe later). Notsure. All I know is she's f**kin rad and seems to actually likes me for exactly who I am. She sees through what most people assume about myself and that alone is very special. I am a very difficult person to understand. Well so there's that. uh... My vocals are getting pretty good, the band is about ready to hit the bars, and I should be getting another job soon. Psshh, Life... Starting to get this thing down I think. Oh yeah so happy my sis and bro were not hurt today in Boston. Which reminds me; I still F**KING HATE people and would love to see the world burn. People, please, STOP KILLING PEOPLE!!! It is pointless and wrong because of life. Of all places you were born on earth. Not another planet around for a trillion miles that won't explode your eyeballs from sucking so hard. And you get to use those eyes to look at cool shit. If your not blind or whatever. But even if yoyu're blind and your a guy; you get to put your dick in a girl, and that's just really nice. Or if you're a girl you can just lie there and let a guy put a dick put in you (it even comes back out and repeats 0.o). And ya know, If your gay you get to put your dick in a guys butt and that's nice and warm and tight. Plus: He's your buddy!!! And lesbians get to... do all that... stuff that lesbians do... Point is, why are we sucking so hard? *sighs* ok, end rant.