just to update those who are curious, yes I'm the same Talyn as  Talyn-Greywolf unfortunately several months back my hotmail account got hijacked by a spam bot, and then a month ago my HDD decided to fry itself. the problem being that I'd had to make a password change prior and my memory being the lovely wonderful thing it is I forgot what I'd changed my password too. so with the HDD fry my password was lost thusly. I have no idea how I'd go about trying to recover my old account, so I'm taking the new option, make a new account, post some new stuff and go from there. it's probably not the wisest move but to me it's the logical move.