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Break down
12 years ago
So yeah, I just had a mental break down. Whee.
I just got a kick back of myself, all my emotions and feelings over the last few months or so hit me full force. I was on the floor in tears. Said floor is now covered in my tears, snot, and drool. I cried about how no one in real life likes me, how I am alone, how I suck for not getting a job in my field after over a year of non stop searching, and how the world would be better off if I just die right now.
I can see no one coming to my wake and myself dying alone and a 25 year old mega virgin. (never been on a date, kissed anyone, ect)
So yeah, my life sucks. It sucks hard.
I just got a kick back of myself, all my emotions and feelings over the last few months or so hit me full force. I was on the floor in tears. Said floor is now covered in my tears, snot, and drool. I cried about how no one in real life likes me, how I am alone, how I suck for not getting a job in my field after over a year of non stop searching, and how the world would be better off if I just die right now.
I can see no one coming to my wake and myself dying alone and a 25 year old mega virgin. (never been on a date, kissed anyone, ect)
So yeah, my life sucks. It sucks hard.
When you truly have a break down, that is your life.
But seriously, I know that feeling of the world crashing down. But you know it's not true. What do you mean no one in real life likes you? Am I not in real life? (I mean, I know I can be hard to get ahold of, but that's not you, just my usual flakeyness.) And the job market is lousy and sometimes you've just got to change your plans. It doesn't mean you suck. I'm learning that too.
If you need to talk, send me an email, give me a call, or even send a swapnote.
I am better now of course. Still, a true break down suck so hard.