Sadface
12 years ago
Not sure why but I have just been in a funk the past week or so. -shrugs- Hopefully it will go away as suddenly as it came and I will be back to my old hyper self and not so run down and tired all the time. Worst part of it is that being a survivor of cancer, I remember just exactly how I felt before I was diagnosed...when we were clueless as to what exactly was going on inside of me. And I felt just like this. With those ideas looming over me and the fact that every time I close my eyes I relive the moments in the days last year when my parents passed...this wolf just isn't feeling up to herself anymore...I swear I am trying to work on the series but it seems that everything that is drawn is severely flawed in comparison to other pieces from other artists. I know I shouldn't compare them ever. One of the cardinal rules of art but I guess my mind is only seeing the flaws when it is in this fog. I wanna smile again. I want to giggle over silly things and draw WELL. -sigh-
With that said, I am going to try and work on the series pieces now. Maybe it will help my mind a bit just to draw until I can't draw anymore.....
-Luka
With that said, I am going to try and work on the series pieces now. Maybe it will help my mind a bit just to draw until I can't draw anymore.....
-Luka
nope... not one happy journal
everyones either depressed complaining or venting....
OKAY TO WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY.
i really hope you feel better soon. im sure its not what your thinking it is.
kidding heehee!
^-^ cant weight till your all nice and defunked again.