SO I been somewhat put of the fandom's eye for a bit Sometimes I catch myself wondering how long until I am forgotten, how long does it take to go from being missed to forgetting that I'm not there.


People come and go in the fandom all the time, even when I do make it out, I recognize so few people any more, makes ya wonder in the end if you had an impact.

Ultimatly I was in the fandom for me and my enjoyment not os much to make an impact, still it's nice to get art or have people look forward to seeing you in person at a con it was nice.

Someday maybe I'll return, if the money flows once more. WIth luck, I can make new friends, or maybe some of my old friends will still be around and welcome me home.