Marked this journal as personal in case anyone doesn't want to read that sort of thing.

As of late, I have been very depressed, lonely, and just sad in general. I only have a couple people I consider friends and they live in another country, 5 hours ahead of me, so there isn't much time we get to spend together doing whatever. I usually just get by being alone, but it's starting to take a turn for the worse. I try not to let my depression get the best of me, but it's closing in rather fast, as much as I keep fighting it back. I keep my mind occupied with funny videos or rage inducing video games, but the darkness is getting stronger despite my efforts. Sometimes I just want to sleep and never get up, disappear and be forgotten, however the feeling of someone being out there for me is right there, waiting past the darkness. Seems corny, cheesy, but it is getting me through this alive.

Besides that, I'm looking for someone who is available to talk to sometimes and could play games with me, basically a friend. Sad that it's come to me having to beg for a friend, but it's what I need,