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Writers Envy
12 years ago
It is not the darkness we should fear but the beings that corrupt and ruin from within.
Why do I do that to myself?
I go and check out another Creepypasta Author's story and their monster, and I get really down because I don't think anything I'd ever write would be good enough to even garner a slight amount of attention from anyone let alone the good kind of attention.
My dream is to write an amazing and creepy story for Serpentine my CP Monster that I can say one day when its read by MrCreepypasta that I wrote that and that I came up with the idea of Serpentine. that I can come to DA and see art all over the place of my little Monster. just all in all say I did something that im actually really proud of..
But every time I go onto Creepypasta and the Wiki I become more and more depressed as I read the posting rules/how to's/etc as well as the amazing stories about OC characters. Even my friend wrote one [it was short but still] and its on there for all to see.
I fear that mine would be too terrible and it would just be tossed off onto Crappypasta or something. That it won't be something Im proud to call my own creation and that it won't ever get popular.
Now I don't want a lot of attention but I've never written or done anything that I can say I was really proud of and have people know me for it... and honestly I know that no matter how many times I write and rewrite Serpentine's Creepypasta that I wont ever get it right to please the need for a bit of fright...
*sigh* I really need to stop this writers depression/inadequacy/envy.. its not good for me at all...
I go and check out another Creepypasta Author's story and their monster, and I get really down because I don't think anything I'd ever write would be good enough to even garner a slight amount of attention from anyone let alone the good kind of attention.
My dream is to write an amazing and creepy story for Serpentine my CP Monster that I can say one day when its read by MrCreepypasta that I wrote that and that I came up with the idea of Serpentine. that I can come to DA and see art all over the place of my little Monster. just all in all say I did something that im actually really proud of..
But every time I go onto Creepypasta and the Wiki I become more and more depressed as I read the posting rules/how to's/etc as well as the amazing stories about OC characters. Even my friend wrote one [it was short but still] and its on there for all to see.
I fear that mine would be too terrible and it would just be tossed off onto Crappypasta or something. That it won't be something Im proud to call my own creation and that it won't ever get popular.
Now I don't want a lot of attention but I've never written or done anything that I can say I was really proud of and have people know me for it... and honestly I know that no matter how many times I write and rewrite Serpentine's Creepypasta that I wont ever get it right to please the need for a bit of fright...
*sigh* I really need to stop this writers depression/inadequacy/envy.. its not good for me at all...
